Wednesday 2 June 2010

Moving :)

Moving in has been such a stressful frustrating time for me! I am not allowed to clean as the products are too strong and the fumes would harm me and the baby, I can't lift, and I can't stand on ladders :( I also can't lift plant pots around or be out in the sun bending over for too long. I feel like a 15th century pregnant royal....And I am so frustrated!!!!!! I was so grateful for her help but so glad to finally have Freda go home and I could go and enjoy my kitchen/bedroom/bathroom on my own terms and not have to listen to opinions. I am very particular and want things a very certain way in my own home. Anyone would....ohhhh and don't get me started on the black garbage bags that got filled with all of Maggies clothes when I was told specificly not to pack them as they would be taken over in their drawers as they were....I had to spend hours to sort out 0-24months worth of clothes I was absolutley spitting mad. AND the same happened with my clothes and then was told I had far too much underwear....what the heck???? First why were you in my underwear drawer and secondly why the hell is it any of your opinion???? I happen to like underwear...who doesn't?? Anyways it was more than generous of them to come down and help them move and they helped get our garden into a beatiful resting place where all my veggies are growing happily and my flowers are starting to poke through. My couches are being delivered tomorow and I am so excited about them, can't wait to have really nice furniture for once. Our bedroom looks amazing I just need to get that photo of steve and I's silouette blown up to go above the fireplace in our bedroom and some words printed somewhere...thinking of the lovey quotes from the belvediere site I think??? Anyways we will get there sooner or later. Steve is happy as a clam in his new abode and Maggie is settling in as best as can be expected. She has had a few sleeplesss nights but is teething as well which doesnt help. Oh the bump is growing so much! I was looking at some pictures of when I was pregnant with Maggie and at 20ish weeks I was half the size that I am now at 17 weeks. So I am taking this as a good sign. I also cannot stop eating! And I can drink coffee now :) YAY! So life is starting to feel good. I am a bit afraid to relax into it though because so much has gone wrong I just keep waiting for some sort of upheaval to happen.....I am sure it is just Satan trying to steal my joy but it is still so scary! Right I need to go as I am at the library and my time is almost up and and I need to go find my germ spray :) Love public spaces..........NOT! :( xoxoxoxox World!

1 comment:

Chrissie said...

So happy you are in your new home,and hope you can de-stress and begin to relax in. You can get some wonderful eco friendly cleaning stuff now which is safe to use if you need to get your cleaning fix!! When I am stressed it helps me to get my clean freak on!