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not sure where I am going with this but I just need to say for the record to anyone who has ever gone back to work and had a nervous breakdown or watched your heart break into pieces my heart goes out to you...I have gone back to work and whilst I love my new job and am excited about all the challenges I miss my babies so much. They are only around the corner from me but I miss them like crazy. Aimee is not adjusting well at all to the baby room and Maggie gets so upset when she sees me. It's so upseting to see them both unhappy. GR Also I am starting to really get irritated by people fb attitudes it is not the end of the world people and we are meant to be shining THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD!!!! How can we do that if we are constantly complaining about our physical ailments, our bad day, our neighbors cat that died etc etc etc...lets be positive or just not say anything at all. I swear honest hand on heart that the other day I saw a status that read "I just had the coil fitted and it hurt so bad...now I am having such bad "(")*% cramping!"  ok first of all I don't wish to know about your sex life or that you require birth control, secondly I don't want to know about which birth control you use, and thirdly seriously I really and truely DON'T want to know about your chaacha and it's cramping. COME ON or the people who are always on the verge of a meltdown..seriously if it is that bad then perhaps you should be spending more time on your knees praying and less time on fb? only an observation. Let me see what else...oh and the one's who are always complaining about friends or partners relationship issues...this is not a counselors couch this is a social networking site viewable by many...leave it for the actual couch and a glass of wine with the girls yeah?? Or the gloating ones I don't want to know how perfect your life is especially if you have never been outside of pacific county and have not ever actually acknowledged life outside of your bubble the only reason your life is perfect is because you aren't living it. Living life is about taking risks, making mistakes and learning from them, it's about not being perfect but perfectly happy in the moment you are in. I don't want to know that your house is spotless, your husband brings you crap home and that you are happily pregnant and barefoot and yadayadayadayada...ok so I am tired and ranting a bit and possibly NOT letting His light shine that bright through me...sorry Lord but I am just tired of seeing all of these status updates and rubbish! Have a really good week everyone! God bless and much love to all of ya. xx